Saturday 16th August
well. I’m sorry to leave it so long between blogs. For you, the reader, perhaps not too good. For me, the writer, quite good! The longer I am between posts, that means the better I am feeling and the less dramas are going on. I sort of use the blog as my therapy so if I disappear, that’s good for me.
But anyway, since the last blog I haven’t achieved much - I still have a big hole in my tooth [bits keep falling off! gross...], which I am terrified to get sorted for a number of reasons - one being I am terrified of dentists full stop. Two being I am concerned about the immune system, as Dr Hong said to go 4 weeks minimum [!] after the 3rd week after the last chemo cycle. So, avoiding the dentist, and eating on one side for now. Hmm - interesting, as I keep imagining the entire tooth collapsing. Quite possible.
My friend is stressing my head slightly, as she is so worried about everything [she had OC plus lots of additional BS]. I worry a lot about her. Not because I don’t think she can’t cope [although she doesn’t think she can - that’s nonsense, as she CAN] but I wonder to myself - how much does a positive attitude count? For me, it’s the Be All and End All. Is this a good thing? Or not? Can you really beat something you can’t see with the strength of your personality? I tell you what – if you can, I will beat it.
well. I’m sorry to leave it so long between blogs. For you, the reader, perhaps not too good. For me, the writer, quite good! The longer I am between posts, that means the better I am feeling and the less dramas are going on. I sort of use the blog as my therapy so if I disappear, that’s good for me.
But anyway, since the last blog I haven’t achieved much - I still have a big hole in my tooth [bits keep falling off! gross...], which I am terrified to get sorted for a number of reasons - one being I am terrified of dentists full stop. Two being I am concerned about the immune system, as Dr Hong said to go 4 weeks minimum [!] after the 3rd week after the last chemo cycle. So, avoiding the dentist, and eating on one side for now. Hmm - interesting, as I keep imagining the entire tooth collapsing. Quite possible.
My friend is stressing my head slightly, as she is so worried about everything [she had OC plus lots of additional BS]. I worry a lot about her. Not because I don’t think she can’t cope [although she doesn’t think she can - that’s nonsense, as she CAN] but I wonder to myself - how much does a positive attitude count? For me, it’s the Be All and End All. Is this a good thing? Or not? Can you really beat something you can’t see with the strength of your personality? I tell you what – if you can, I will beat it.
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